How can I live with a savior,
Who answers ALL our payers,
When every day I pray for my family to stop crumbling down,
But day in and day out I see it falling,
With the fake smiles out
But real tears in side
How can I believe when my two major prayers aren’t answered
Why is it after I became a christen the fights stared to start more often
Why is there so much pain in one silly smile
Then in a river of tears.
Why does it seem that every fight is forgotten in there minds
But in mine its still going on even when they aren’t talking
Why does yelling just start EVERYTHING
WHY God, WHY, WHY
God just for once answer these two payers,
Save my Family
Stop fights in my family and in me!
I want to break free!!!
I want I want….
I want A LOT but I never try
And
I want to
But I can’t
I can’t because in scared
Scared of there thoughts
There critic of me
God WHY?!
But God I still Believe! that you sent ur son
for me and everyone else<33
Anja
yeah!
Ps {god} why did you take ALL my grandparents when i was young?!
i <33>
but i DON'T cuz i get scared =///
