Teach me to serve you as you want me to!

How can I live with a savior,
Who answers ALL our payers,
When every day I pray for my family to stop crumbling down,
But day in and day out I see it falling,
With the fake smiles out
But real tears in side
How can I believe when my two major prayers aren’t answered
Why is it after I became a christen the fights stared to start more often
Why is there so much pain in one silly smile
Then in a river of tears.
Why does it seem that every fight is forgotten in there minds
But in mine its still going on even when they aren’t talking
Why does yelling just start EVERYTHING
WHY God, WHY, WHY
God just for once answer these two payers,
Save my Family
Stop fights in my family and in me!
I want to break free!!!
I want I want….
I want A LOT but I never try
And
I want to
But I can’t
I can’t because in scared
Scared of there thoughts
There critic of me
God WHY?!

But God I still Believe! that you sent ur son

for me and everyone else<33

Anja

yeah!

Ps {god} why did you take ALL my grandparents when i was young?!

i <33>

but i DON'T cuz i get scared =///

Missing you grama<33

-I MISS YOU!



i want to be heard about you-- you death still kills me inside<33

Missing you!..i wont be the same untill i hear your safly at home! she was the 1st one dead that i was really close to evry time i mss you i wear or think[about] the earing you gave me! you held strong you didn't go with out a fight you tryed and i missed you the momment i came here... you told me heak everyone told me you were going to come vist why oh why didn't you... i wanted to see you again at lest once but now i'll never get that chance, cuz i miss you more then anyone<33>

me and my thought

Right now I don’t need happiness I need my self. I need to rethink life. I need to redo life. Try the thing called Love, but every time I am close I still fell far from them. I want to be the same me but a different me at the same time, I want to grow up but still act like a child. I want something new, something that will change it for GOOD, but still have god by my side I need to rethink everything in this world!

the best song EVER!!<33

"The Curse Of Curves"

I've got the gift of one liners

And you've got the curse of curves

And with this gift I compose words

And the question that comes forward

Are you perspiring from the irony

Or sweating to these lyrics

And this just in

You're a dead fit

But my wit won't allow it

The inside lingo had me at hello

And we go where the money goes

The inside lingo had me at hello

And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative

But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower

And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams"Touch her! Touch her!"

And she's got the curse of curves

So with the combination of my gift with one liners

And my way

My way with wordsIt seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped

And you're on the gossip team

You're making something out of nothing

And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed

The inside lingo had me at hello

And we go where the money goes

The inside lingo had me at hello

And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative

But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower

And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)"Touch her! Touch her!"

And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)

From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We All have teeth that can bite underneath

To where the reality grows

Yeah, that's where mine gothat's where mine go

We all have teeth that can bite underneath

To where the reality grows

Yeah that's where mine go

Where the reality grows:

From what I've heard with skin you'll win

And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative

But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower

And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)"Touch her! Touch her!"

And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)

From what I've heard with skin you'll win

With skin you'll win

Skin you'll win

longggg time no seeee

LOL!

lastnight &&&today was a BLAST!!

to going to wegmans @ 10:30 then danceing on the secrite cam.

to waching a movie and eatting ALOT of junk food

to inturpitive danceing

to not even being tired!

going to bed @ 5:47 AM!!

to wakeing up @ 11:47... not excate!

to kick the CAN with AJ and KELLY

[libby left after like the 5th game!!!!:[ not cool]

to walking to taco bell

&&& pushing carts with people in them...

the singing bible songs in the middle of the dollor store

the REANDOMLY going into Fashoin Bug and buys like 3 outfits... and trying out like 100

ahh sleepovers with ASHLEY && LIBSTER are the best!!

were like the BIGGEST DORKS ever TOGETER!!! LOL!!!

and tomorow, thers one @ mine =0

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"were obising our selfs with helthe food and orange juicy jucie!"

~me when self slept ova!the best sleep over EVER!!<33

that was like 3 weeks ago but it was a BLAST!!!!

i look like im doing sothing @ school when i use this! LOL!!

and ashley just scared me lol!!!!!!!

DUDE I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!<33

AnJa BaNdUlJ!!!!

school!

I'm BORAD!!!!!!!

i haven't been on this in such a LONG time!!!!!!!!

i want to go shopping!!!!!

this is my husband!!!!~~~ I love him to DEATH and you can't change that

PEANCE AND LOVE~~GOD BLESS anja!<33

!!

We put the fun in disfunctional lol!!!
im borad i CAN'T wait till later today//// g2g soon need to get food ready!!!+++++ :-0 llike that NEVETR happens NOT!! lol BYE!!!!!!!!1111

heyy!!!

NO SKOOL FOR A WHOLE WEEK!!

im BORAD!!!!!

i'm guna go wach TV!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my back HURTS!!!

im going to do nothing for a day[ tommorow!!!]

then wensday CHURCH @ night!!!~ with a mini bible study @ tim hortens!!!

bye!!! TXT me!! if uk my ##

my hsir looks STIGHT!!! y??? i have the MOST curlyest HAIR alive!!!!!

tonight is going to be AWSOME!!!!!

1] going to church

2] sleepova @ libbysssss

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tommorow morning

3++??] libbys church[somethings there]

4] YMCA??? my mum will probly MAKE me GOOO!!

Feet = COLD!

my feet are FREZZING!!

so im BABYSITING tomorow in the MORNING!!! i can't belive my family frend is letting me do that!!!! ++ my mom and dad are working and my brothere is either going to be SLEEPING or WORKING!!!

im thinking of BED!!!! right now and idk what to do!!

i might read my BOOK!!! its sooooooooooooooooooooooooo GREAT!!!! lol

Feet = COLD!

my feet are FREZZING!!

so im BABYSITING tomorow in the MORNING!!! i can't belive my family frend is letting me do that!!!! ++ my mom and dad are working and my brothere is either going to be SLEEPING or WORKING!!!

im thinking of BED!!!! right now and idk what to do!!

i might read my BOOK!!! its sooooooooooooooooooooooooo GREAT!!!! lol

OHHH school day MORNINGS!!

+--+*Its Friday!!!!!!*/++-*-/-+*-+*-/-/

we have no SCHOOL for ALL week[YES!!!!]

i want to SLEEP!!!

- C day [in skool]

BYE

Heyyyyy!!!!!!!! my name is ANJA!!!

I'm 14 years OLD!!

im BOLD!!!!

I go to ATHENA!!!

Im a SAVED by GOD!

I say the the MOST RANDOMEST things!!!

i love to DANCE!!!<333

my FRIENDS[till the END] are the BEST!!!!

THE OFFICE is the BEST show EVER!!! this is DWIGHT-- hes is the BEST!!!!!

as u can c im VERY crazy!!!

people say im ALWAS happy!!!

which is probly TRUE!! lol

LETS PARTY!!!!! bYE ANJA!!!